// March 15th, 2010 // No Comments » // Blog, Just Thoughts

I’m gonna start this note with one word:
sigh…
Yeah yeah, I know you’ll probably think “huh?” or “what’s wrong?” or may be “what the heck?”
I’m pretty down lately, the work has been great, but I wanna be greater, in everything I did, somehow I just couldn’t get satisfied with what I did. Don’t ask me why because I couldn’t answer that at all, I just… there’s too much of things that I want to get it done. I am impatient, and I don’t get satisfied easily, I guess that’s not a good thing, or is it just a perfectionism? You tell me, I don’t even know what perfectionism really is. My fiance said that I was being picky, now… which one is it? just being perfectionist or being picky? I also realized that lately I got easily distracted, I can’t really focus and maximize my self in doing things. I probably gonna get better, soon… eventually… :p
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